Goodbye 2018: The End of Year Book Survey, ft. Favorite Books, Disappointing Reads, and Stats and Graphs!!


Every time it’s the end of the year I get so excited because I know I’m going to be able to write these super fun, amazing book wrap-ups. I mean, formatting all the book covers is a pain, but talking about my year??? In books???? So good.

Today I’m linking up with the amazing End of Year Book Survey by The Perpetual Page Turner and answering a bunch of questions about my 2018 in books! (Not doing all the questions, though, because this post is already SUPER long.) I’ll also be talking about some reading stats that I kept track of by myself, with the help of some graphs!!

(Shh I know it’s not the end of the year anymore but it still counts!!!)

UPDATE: This post ended up taking about 5 hours to make and I am exhausted please show this post and ME some love I feel dead.

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Number of books read: 100 (technically 99 since I read one book twice)

Number of rereads: 10 (1/10 of my reads were rereads wow!!)

Average rating: 3.83 stars (thank you to Google spreadsheets for doing the math for me)

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Girl Made of Stars  Radio Silence  The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo  Girls of Paper and Fire (Girls of Paper and Fire, #1)

  • Girl Made of Stars is, unsurprisingly, my #1 favorite book of the year. You’ve all heard me scream about this book but I think it’s just gorgeous and stunning and an absolute must-read (beware of triggers though).
  • Radio Silence, as the book I feel was written for me and yet also about me, makes my top 2, and it truly deserves its spot. It’s just… so well-written and meaningful to me, and the characters are literally my favorites.
  • The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo is a truly phenomenal book and I don’t know how it wouldn’t be one of my favorites of the year. Evelyn is an amazing character and the messages in this book are so powerful.
  • Girls of Paper and Fire is not only a highly meaningful book to me as a queer Asian, but it’s also just written beautifully and has such important themes and messages. (We’re ignoring that the ending happened.)

The King's Men (All for the Game, #3)  Anger Is a Gift  Autoboyography  On a Sunbeam

  • The King’s Men can basically represent the whole All for the Game trilogy, which I am so horrifyingly obsessed over. It’s really… not the highest quality, but there’s something so ADDICTING (and emotion-destroying) about it.
  • Anger is a Gift is the book I cried the most over in 2018, so obviously it’s amazing. This was such a beautifully written book and also so important and I wish I could shove it into everyone’s hands.
  • Autoboyography would honestly not be on this list if I had not read it at the perfect time. It’s not flawless, but it was so cute and made me genuinely happy in a time I needed it and for that I’m grateful.
  • On a Sunbeam is a graphic novel/webcomic that is one of the most gorgeous graphic novels I’ve read, both art-wise and story-wise. The characters are amazing and I wanted to reread it as soon as I finished!

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Grim Lovelies (Grim Lovelies, #1)  The City of Brass (The Daevabad Trilogy, #1)  Now I Rise (The Conqueror's Saga #2)  Furyborn (Empirium, #1)

  • Grim Lovelies was just a really yikes book. I don’t even want to talk about it.
  • The City of Brass was supposed to be a new favorite book of mine and instead I literally 1-starred it.
  • Now I Rise (and And I Darken I suppose) was genuinely so boring that I DNFed it.
  • Furyborn was a big disappointment and also did not feel like bi rep to me as a bi person.
  • The Odyssey… is it supposed to be interesting?

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Grim Lovelies (Grim Lovelies, #1)  The City of Brass (The Daevabad Trilogy, #1)  Now I Rise (The Conqueror's Saga #2)  Furyborn (Empirium, #1)

Odd One Out  A Monster Calls  I Believe in a Thing Called Love  The Cruel Prince (The Folk of the Air, #1)

Most of these disappointing books were my least favorite books so I’ve already explained my thoughts on them but:

  • Odd One Out was a book I expected to 5-star, only to find some mildly biphobic and transphobic comments that made me uncomfortable and characters I didn’t like at all.
  • A Monster Calls was supposedly heartwrenching but I felt pretty much nothing, which was especially disappointing since I have a personal connection to the story.
  • I Believe In a Thing Called Love was a book I thought I would love, and it was just all over the place and dramatic and cheesy but in a BAD way.
  • The Cruel Prince was supposed to be either 5 stars or 1 star and it was 3 stars. Not saying it was horrible (because it wasn’t) but I expected a bit… more?

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Girl Made of Stars  Girls of Paper and Fire (Girls of Paper and Fire, #1)  Darius the Great Is Not Okay

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Girls of Paper and Fire (Girls of Paper and Fire, #1)  Blanca & Roja  The Wicker King  Girl Made of Stars

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Beneath the Citadel  The Burning Maze (The Trials of Apollo, #3)  Anger Is a Gift

The above three books all shocked me because of what happened to certain characters.

Empress of All Seasons  Girls of Paper and Fire (Girls of Paper and Fire, #1)  The Fever King (Feverwake, #1)  The Cruel Prince (The Folk of the Air, #1)

The above four books all shocked me because of how it ended. (I feel VERY strongly about how Girls of Paper and Fire and The Fever King ended.)

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(Am I obsessed with queer ships? No.)

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(Am I obsessed with friendship squads and found families? No.)

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The Abyss Surrounds Us (The Abyss Surrounds Us, #1)  The Foxhole Court (All for the Game, #1)  The Song of Achilles

  • The Abyss Surrounds Us [rec’d by Elise!]: This was a lot different than I was expecting but I also loved it so much more than I thought I would!!
  • The Foxhole Court [rec’d by my irl friend, backed by many people]: I hate her for recommending it to me and everyone else in this community for not stopping me
  • The Song of Achilles [rec’d by the same irl friend, backed by many people]: You all SUCK for making me think I could make it through without crying.

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I pretty much enjoyed two 2018 debuts??? Yikes. (2019 has so many amazing debut authors though!!)

Anger Is a Gift

Darius the Great Is Not Okay

Anger is a Gift is genuinely amazing and I don’t know WHY you guys AREN’T READING IT it’s just so beautifully written and important aaaahhh.

Darius the Great is Not Okay is phenomenally written and I am so excited to see what Adib Khorram writes next because I know it’ll be amazing!

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I made a whole post on this so I won’t go into much detail, but here are the 8 books I cried over this year!!

Girl Made of Stars  Summer Bird Blue  The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo  They Both Die at the End

The Song of Achilles  Darius the Great Is Not Okay  Anger Is a Gift  The Burning Maze (The Trials of Apollo, #3)

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There are a lot of underhyped books that I read this year, including ones I’ve already mentioned, so I’m going to include some books that I haven’t talked about much already but were absolutely amazing and deserve more love!

Blanca & Roja  The Wicker King  Beneath the Citadel  Dear Martin

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Summer of Salt  Sadie  For a Muse of Fire (For a Muse of Fire, #1)  Black Wings Beating (Skybound #1)

Mirage (Mirage, #1)  Shadow of The Fox (Shadow of the Fox, #1)  Clockwork Prince (The Infernal Devices, #2)  Ruin and Rising (Grisha Verse, #3)

The first two books are books I got in December that I’m really excited to read! (I’ve actually already read Summer of Salt and it was amazing!) The second two books are books I own but haven’t read yet. Mirage and Shadow of the Fox are my two eARCs that I didn’t read in 2018 and NEED to, and the last two are sequels that I need to read (don’t really want to read R&R, but I will for King of Scars!).

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Okay I am way too lazy to look at all the posts I wrote but I know that I love all the below posts and am proud of them!!

sjm stans  privilege ya  bday

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wp tips tricks

This is my most popular post by far, not just of 2018 but of all my blogging years, and seeing how many views it got literally put me in shock?? I legitimately teared up, no joke. I knew it was a popular post but 930 views* popular???? STILL IN SHOCK. Anyways, I’m so glad this is my most popular post because I know it’s helped a lot of people with their WordPress formatting!!

sjm stans  apah books  spreadsheets track  1 yr blogiversary

*It’s now at 967 and I’m even more in shock.

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(Also known as the photo that made SJM stans come after me. But LOOK AT ALL THE ASIAN BOOK GLORY!!)

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Possibly my most favorite part of book wrap-ups?? (I’m a nerd I know.)

For the sake of making it easier on my life, I’m going to use the number 100 to represent how many books I read, though I read Girl Made of Stars twice this year.

First up, ratings! Like I’ve talked about before, I definitely rated books a lot higher this year. (Though, let me be clear, I rated all 10 of my rereads 5 stars so that would bring the percentage down to 11%!) Honestly, 4 stars is just my default “I enjoyed it” rating, and I enjoyed most of the books I read this year!!


I’m very happy that I read more fantasy than contemporary—by 3 books—since I didn’t last year! (There were a lot of genre overlaps, though, like contemporary sci-fi and historical fantasy.) And of course, I read a LOT of YA this year, and most of the MG I read was rereading PJO. (N/A is for non-fiction/poetry, while NA is New Adult.)


I think the formats graph is really interesting. I don’t count “online” as an ebook (“online” is for things like webcomics), but I really thought I’d read a lot less ebooks, but it’s 50 (physical) : 40 (digital) as the ratio, which is surprising!

And of course, my library saves the day. (And also a lot of free stuff! Not pirated, don’t worry, more like webcomics and short stories you can find online.) I am not privileged enough to be able to afford to buy many books for myself, but I am so privileged that I’m able to get books from my library, publishers, and other people, and I feel so thankful!


And here is probably my favorite graph! I am so so proud that I read literally 93/100 diverse books this year. (Some books like non-fiction and some poetry can’t really be “diverse”, but I included it as diverse if the author was marginalized!) Last year, I read 55/100 diverse books, so this is definitely an improvement!

As for diversity type, a lot of the diversity types overlapped, aka a book had more than one kind of diversity (which is great!). And “other” includes religion, abuse, and fat rep! I really want to find more books that have mental illness and disability rep for 2019, though.

shall we chat

if you made it through this long post, CONGRATS!! do you like reading stats / end-of-year book wrap-ups? how many 5-star books did you have in 2018? did you read a lot of diverse books?? and what are your favorite and least favorite books of 2018??

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50 thoughts on “Goodbye 2018: The End of Year Book Survey, ft. Favorite Books, Disappointing Reads, and Stats and Graphs!!

  1. Wowsers! What a blog post! Graphs *and* prettiness?? That’s two of my favourite things! I’m going to have to read your post about the SJM stan that attacked you now because… wowsers. In a different way completely. I’m not a SJM fan at all because I feel that her books are just… awful, if I’m honest. I like some of her characters though and am fascinated by a few of them because I want to steal them away into stories that have more potential with writing that doesn’t make my eyes bleed and into character arcs that will develop them. Am I being too harsh here?!

    I had the opposite reaction to you with A Monster Calls where I did some epic crying (even though I knew I was being emotionally manipulated)! It’s not for everyone though and I get that completely. Have you read any more Patrick Ness?


  2. You seem to have had a great reading year May, you certainly got through some amazing books. The King’s Men (and actually all of the All for the Game trilogy) is on my favourites list for last year, and you definitely got me to read Darius the Great is Not Okay and that’s another one that made it onto my favourites list. I’m sorry to see you didn’t enjoy The City of Brass or Now I Rise, I really loved those two, but I guess there are plenty of other amazing books out there we both have in common. :)
    I hope you manage to get around to all your priority books in 2019, I read Sadie last month and it was incredible. I really hope you enjoy it.
    Great post, and happy new year! :D <3


  3. This is actually the most pleasing content wise AND visual wise book survey I’ve read yet. Also, seeing so many books we read together (both love and hated)… I’m soft and weak! 2018 was such an amazing year just because it brought me your friendship, May. I am so thankful for you. And I know I’ve been MIA because things have been wild these last two weeks, but you honestly bring so much joy into my life. You, Ju, Em, Elise? All such blessings, and I feel like the luckiest person alive to call you all my friends and get to gush about books with you! And I can’t wait to see what 2019 has in store for us! Happy reading, love! And amazing post! 💗xx


  4. Can I just say…this post is a MASTERPIECE, oh my goodness, I enjoyed reading it so much! All the graphs were so beautiful and just…I loved it.😭💓

    I really, really want to read Girls of Paper and Fire. I saw it at Barnes & Noble the other day, and it was so beautiful, but it was hardcover and I either need to get it in paperback or from the library, it was so hard to walk away. *cries* The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo, Anger is a Gift, and Autoboyography are all high on my TBR too!

    Also, your post on WordPress formatting saved me?? I STILL go looking for it sometimes when I’m writing a post and think of a tip from it that I want to double check.

    Again, great post, May, I loved reading it!


  5. I have to make it a priority to get my hands on a copy of Girl Made of Stars. I also have to get to Sadie in 2019, but I want to wait for the audiobook. Maybe I’ll do both mediums of reading. Those graphs are popping!


  6. omg may I finally had a moment to read this post AND GIRL YOU READ SO MANY AMAZING BOOKS LAST YEAR I AM SO PROUD

    this post is so nicely put together and the colors are so aesthetically pleasing and I love it and can 100% see the effort you put into it!!! and omg it is so sweet I’ve loved meeting YOU last year thank youuuuu <33333333


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