Am Currently Update: What I’ve Been Up to During My Accidental Internet Disappearance

Well… guess who’s back!

I keep apologizing, but I truly am sorry that I keep returning every month or so after weeks of silence. But I’ve gotten a few of my deadlines out of the way and I’m slowly approaching the end of my semester, and I’m slowly getting back into being a bit more active in the book internet world. Things are going to be different this time, I swear!!!

Since it’s been a while, I thought I’d do an overall current update on what’s going on for me right now rather than a monthly recap. Again, not much has been happening because school has taken over everything, but there were a few things I thought I could talk about!

AM CURRENTLY UP TO…

I feel terribly sad over the fact that I keep thinking I’ll be able to post on my blog and be at least a little active, and then end up completely disappearing. But I’m trying not to blame myself, because I’ve truly been buried under a never-ending pile of work. After I pass one deadline, five more pop up, and it’s exhausting!! I’ve just been trying to keep up with it as best I can, which means having to sacrifice my time. I still have a lot to do, and will until the end of the school year unfortunately, but fortunately things are winding down now just a little.

In terms of mental health, I’m surprisingly okay? Like I’m dying from the amount of work I have and feeling incredibly overwhelmed by all the things I have to do right now… but somehow I’m also holding up mentally. I think the fact that I can actually see and talk to my friends in person at school is really helping!

Other fun things:

• I got my driver’s license!! I was very nervous for my test, but everything went pretty well overall. So far my experience with driving has been uneventful (for the most part…), but 1) I really enjoy driving and listening to my music, and 2) I am literally terrible at parking. I may not be the stereotypical bad Asian driver but wow I cannot park.
• I had a dance choreography showcase, and it was fun to perform again, even if it wasn’t on an actual stage. And speaking of dance, I finally finished choreographing my solo!! It was so frustrating and even stressful at points, but when I finished, I felt not only relieved but also so proud of myself.
• My birthday’s coming up (exactly a week from today!) and it feels unbelievable that I can say that… I’m kind of feeling existential dread because of it, but at the same time I literally do not have the time to ponder over that!

AM CURRENTLY READING…

     

I only managed to read two books in October… I’d really hoped to read more but honestly I don’t know how I’d had that much confidence in myself! The two books were Obit and How Moon Fuentez Fell in Love with the Universe, both of which I enjoyed. Moon Fuentez is a new favorite though—it convinced me that maybe I DO need a cute little YA contemporary romance every once in a while…

Currently I’m reading Our Violent Ends and No Longer Human, the former of which you’ll see a review of soon! Our Violent Ends is unfortunately disappointing me a bit… But I still have the last fourth so hopefully it’ll end with a bang! (I’m praying I do not regret this choice of words later.) And I haven’t read much of No Longer Human but it’s really interesting so far.

Already I think I’m not going to get to some of the books I said I was going to in my last post, which I expected but am still extremely humiliated by. Honestly, I’m just relieved to be reading again these past few days after not being able to for most of October! I think my next read will be A Memory Called Empire, or I’ll finally give in and read the Bungou Stray Dogs manga…

AM CURRENTLY LISTENING TO…

I’m notoriously terrible at finding new artists and was listening to the same three artists for months. But I’ve been listening to some other people lately! So far this month, it’s been a lot of The Vaccines, The Happy Fits, and ไฮดร้า (Hydra). Currently on repeat are Wanderlust by The Vaccines, Grow Back by The Happy Fits, Heart of a Dancer by The Happy Fits, and Brand New City by Mitski!

I don’t talk about music much on here (again partly because I have very little variety), but it really is important to me. If you have any music recommendations to listen to that are alt rock-adjacent, please share them with me!!

AM CURRENTLY WATCHING…

I watched two Ghibli movies in November, Howl’s Moving Castle and Spirited Away, and I really enjoyed them! I was actually surprised by how much I ended up loving Howl, but it was such a thoughtful and heartwarming movie. I loved the little found family aspect, and now I understand why everyone says Howl is pretty.

I’ve also been rewatching some old Criminal Minds episodes because I found a TV channel streaming them, and I’ve missed the show so much! It’s made me paranoid about everything again but… worth it.

I’ve been really missing Haikyuu and Bungou Stray Dogs, so I think I’m going to rewatch both of them soon during my breaks this year! I also need to watch the latest season of Miraculous Ladybug, and I’ll probably continue to watch more Ghibli movies. If you have any recommendations as to which I should watch next, let me know! (I’ve seen Kiki, Totoro, Mononoke, Howl, and Spirited Away.)

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please update me on how you all are doing!! what are the books you’ve been reading? any good music?