May’s Moments of the Month: February // Deteriorating Mental Health, Failing at Everything… But Reading Motivation??

The title of this post makes it sound like I had a REALLY bad February, but it was honestly just a bad February.

I really did not have a good month mental-health-wise, or writing-wise, or productivity-in-general-wise. But I blame it all on the bad health which can all be blamed on my mind and my stupid brain.

But some good things DID happen besides that?? I mean the bad mental health part kinda overshadows everything else, but there were still some good things. Like reading motivation. And Black Panther. And the Olympics.

I don’t know, I just hope March is a WHOLE lot better.

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May’s Moments of the Month: January // The New Year is New but Not Better, I Feel Dead, and I Struggle (a Lot)

January… was all over the place.

Like my whole life tbh???

2018 started out VERY STRONGLY. (Probably because for the first week, I had no school???) But then it quickly turned into a bad month as soon as I went back to school, and from then it’s just been up and down.

I’ve been having really weird moods lately, usually all of them relating to the “I feel dead about everything” mood. I’m at the point where I don’t get a lot of sleep, I procrastinate my homework, procrastinate everything, DO nothing, and feel kinda like “uhhh everything is pointless?”

The only thing I have strong (HAPPY!!) emotions about is talking to my friends, who are very nice usually and serve as a good distraction.

But !! I guess January did have SOME highlights? (Or this is me trying to be unrealistically optimistic.)

May’s Moments of the Month: December // It’s Now 2018 & I’m Not Okay + an Actually Somewhat Successful December??

Today marks the FIRST DAY OF 2018.

I’m ??? fine ????? I mean I’m not saying I’m freaking out, but I’m freaking out????

It literally feels like it was just YESTERDAY that it was 2017.

(Yes, I did just make that joke. Yes, I will leave now.)

To be honest, 2017 was a pretty good year!! Of course, it had its ups and downs like all years do, but I was introduced to so many things & people and I’ll always appreciate that.

December was a pretty GREAT month, despite the stress to read 100 books (which I managed)!!! School was off, I took a nice long break from writing, and I’m slowly climbing my way out of my reading slump.

May’s Moments of the Month: November // Birthday Haul!! + NaNoWriMo (Will I Win????) + 1000 FOLLOWERS OMGGGG

So I’m aware that November isn’t really over yet.

I ?? hate ?? when ?? people ?? post ?? monthly ?? recaps ?? before ?? the ?? month ?? is ?? over ????????

AND YET HERE I AM. A hypocrite.

It’s bugging me that I’m posting this two days before November REALLY ends and who knows what could happen in those two days???

But I have a valid excuse: I’m going to be at a dance convention this weekend* and I’m not going to have enough energy to answer comments / do blogging stuff. I also did not have a post idea for today. #HowToBeAResponsibleBlogger101

*I’m performing in 3 out of 4 dances in competition and ALSDFJA;SLFJASDF.

May’s Moments of the Month: October // Harry Potter World (!!!) + NaNoWriMo Prep that Didn’t Prepare Me at All???

It is now November.

I’M SO EXCITED. November is probably my favorite month out of the whole year??? Because 1) my birthdaaaaay, 2) it FINALLY gets colder, 3) the name is just really aesthetic, and 4) NaNoWriMo. Altho this year I’m not that excited about NaNo because I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I’M WRITING ABOUT.

Hahahahhaa fun.

But??? I can’t believe it’s November??? I swear it was just yesterday that I was getting out of school but that was actually half a year ago. And can you believe it’ll be 2018 in TWO MONTHS? I just got used to writing 2017 god darn it.

But I’m getting ahead of myself! This post is all about October and I actually did a LOT last month, despite feeling like I did it all years ago.